First complete lucid of the year.

The dream I just woke up from, I was on some sort of cruise ship perhaps, well originally I was in the v.I.p section cause I think the dream started off there, everything was beautiful and elegant, almost like a glimpse of being on the titanic for one of its beautiful dinners, and then I walked down some stairs for a second and they wouldn't let me back in, which I didn't care because I felt like I was in there on accident anyways, so a friend of mine and I we're walking away, and decided to ride an elevator, I remember going down, and before hitting the ground I was jumping around, slowing down gravity and stuff like we were in one of those gravity testing planes.

The dream previous to this one, I found myself in the top of an abandoned building, in somewhere metropolitin like. One of those building tops from a renovated or perhaps vacated office building, everything was grey, concrete and rebar with exposed ibeams. Well I had a moment of super clarity, and stoped the perticular dream sequence, and screamed out to my dc! Stop wait, we are dreaming, check this shit out, so I hold out my hand and shatter the first window with my mind, then go to the next and do the same thing, and then for my grand symphony, I made a mega tsunami style tidal wave engulf the whole city. I look over and more dc's appeared and were trying to basicly teleport before the wave got there, and I think it was a success because soon as it got there, the dream changed. What's crazy tho, is the couple seconds before it got there I could feel the cold air generated by the wave behind it. And as they were trying to gtfo, and I was embracing my gnerated destiny, I felt my mind forcing the control and lucidity away and I don't remember teleporting or dieing in the flood, or the water even hitting the building but I know it was comming.


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tons and tons of dreams

last night i dreamed so many times, but can not pin point one specific dream, i can pinpoint the specific emotions but not the dreams, it seemed like my subconscious was telling me stories all night, and i could hear and feel what was going on, but dont remember seeing it. just bits and pieces.

Wrestling almost...

The dream i just woke up from, was the beginings a wrestling match, i went with my little brother, who durning this time was in highschool with me also. The tournement was an open tournement so they said it would be ok if i wrestled also, i was excited and all geared up. The host of the tournement came to our locker room to tell us good luck and such, and it was just typical locker room getting ready to slaughter some kids on the mat. then i woke up to check the time and yea.. its time for me to wake up =( oh i atleast wanted that first match.

Anxiety

First dream I remember is being in a hospital, getting ready to have surgery on a bunch of stuff dealing with my face. Having panic attack after panic attack, I explained to the person I may have a few drugs in my system, whenever the first part of that dream ended, and I came back to it, there was no one around, it was me in this room, waiting anxiously to receive some versed to ease my tension and anxiety. They never came so I searched for them, no one was any where, and I stumbled into the operating room, and even that was dark and empty. This I woke myself up rolling over.

Second dream was, I was back in the military/prison place, in this room of two bunks, parallel and seperated by a window on the wall, well I started to get the window open, and some how when I was in mid kick to get the bars out, all my dream characters appeared and I was in poisition of attention another room away looking in. While my superiors/gaurds were doing inspection, where they found my escape attempt. Then I woke up just now until this reality where I'm writing down my experience.


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I have been slackin

The dream i just woke up from, was of a friend and i eating "wild edibles" that i learned were edible from survivorman. Idk how we got there or why we were there but we were eating thehm lol, and they were so tasty.

How did i get there? The previous dream before that, or sometime in the night idk but sequentially it seems to have happened then, anyways, it was 4 people in the room, 2 guys and 2 girls. The one girl was like itching to have sex, i remember the other guy kinda being gun shy about it, so instead we went into a room to buy pot from the guys brother, and the dream faded.

I also remember being in the prison setting again,. All i can remember from it was the fact that i was there, i cant really remember how i got there, in the dream i knew exactly how it happened, just feels like its been a few 1000 "years" since then. I do remember how ever being like "oh its this dreamscape again, yay."

there was another dream that was a tad new and different this time. I can only really remember this one part, the rest of the memory is there i just cant seem to access it. well, we were in a video game kinda setting, even the area all around me looked like pixels instead of analog reality it. Well anyways i was watching someone else "play" this section of the "game" and he was telling me about an epic ass sniper rifle that was somewhere hidden in a hall, and if u had the rifle, it was more like an extremely high powered rail gun, well he used this gun to take down some sort of huge ass beast. and i watched it all from the safety of the high ledge that came from the hall.

Girl from school

My dreams lately have been so hard to remember. Im not completely sure why, only speculation. Either way. One dream that has been bugging me this morning was a dream of this girl named Heather. We go to the same college, and i see her pretty frequently. Every time i see her, the warmth of her smile aimed in my direction is enough to melt my frigged interior, bringing me back to life for those few seconds. Like a phoenix down she exist.

In the beginning of this dream, there she was, so close that i could smell the subtle scent of her perfume. We were in some two story house, and my whole extended family was there, everyone from my step dads side of the family. This seemed to be a sort of family get together, perhaps a party of some sort, but she was there, and i was exclusively trying to talk to just her, trying to see what was in and on her mind, the rest of what was happening, was happening in a blurred sense in the background. Well a few minutes had passed in the dream and her boyfriend showed up, like he does in real life when we are in the library and im battling my will to talk to her. In real life, this dude treats her like she is his property, he yells at her nshit. Anyways.. He appeared in my dream (figures). I found out in the dream why he kept appearing, because my step dad kept ratting me out to him. Well there was a moment, when everyone seemed to have disappeared from the house or something, her and i were in a room about 15 ft by 20 ft, there was a bed and other typical bedroom things as well as woodgrain everything, i think she was laying down when i first got in there, and she was slightly weeping, explaining to me softly that she is tired of him, and would really like to be doing something different. I laid beside her, gently tracing her lips with my finger tips, wiped away her tears, and as she snuggled against me like i had hoped she would for so long, her boyfriend comes in and starts freaking the fuck out, well they disappear from my dream scape all together and i was feeling so let down by life that i remember punching huge ass holes into the walls of that particular room i was in. Then i woke up, rolled over and drifted off into another dream.

I dreamed of april

I dreamed I was working ina grocery store, as a bagger, and there she was. The only woman I ever loved. My heart skiped a few beats. I remember feeling a lump in my throat that made it hard to swollow, but she wouldn't stop and talk to me, she just ignored me like she had no idea who I was, she was walking out of the store and I ran after her, cause I was shocked to have seen her In the first place. Yelling her name to deaf ears I felt this insatiable urge to weep tears of deep lonley sadness, even as I type this now the feelings of missing her so badly, is starting to consume my very existence. As she got in her car, and the knot in my stomach grew, she was driving off and I was looking into her mirror, hoping to make eye contact one last time, it happened, she looked directly into my eyes via her mirror as she drove off. And I died inside a little more. Turned around putting my back to her and began to cry. I didn't wake up but the dream did end.


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