Fatherhood OH NO

So i dreamed about being a dad, and holding a baby in my hands. Foreshadowing? It felt so real. I even felt the pride and everything. It woke me up. The after glow of the experience lasted for like 20 mins too. It was nuts. Other then that i have had really garbled up dreams. Nothing too clear. I remember having a dream the other day that i was going to write down but i cant remember it now. I hope you all have been well!

The baby looked kinda like this one. I was holding it while laying down looking into its eyes The experience was unreal.

Nuclear Blast - apocalyptic

I came to consciousness in a park. There were nice big trees and grass everywhere. I was with one other person, female I believe, and the sky was slightly grey with a chilled cold misting kind of rain. When out of no where, this gigantic ball of energy blast a few miles away from us. I was looking right in the direction of the blast when it happened and my first instinct was to get out of direct path of the energy wave that i knew was comming. So i scream to the person with me, "AS QUICK AS YOU CAN GET TO THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE LARGEST TREE THAT YOU CAN FIND TO SHIELD YOURSELF FROM THE BLAST". So we both did. The Rain was completely horizontal and now hotter then hell while passing around us as the tree did its job and shielded us from the blast.

For some reason after i have dreams like this, usually the rest of the nights dreams have to deal with finding survivors and creating a new civilization that is corruption free. Also what i have been noticing from these sort of aftermath related dreams is, they seem to last for weeks, perhaps months. Not in real life time, but in dream time. I will notice weeks go by. In one instance. Everything is leveled by the Gods, then in the next instance, there is half ass slums created with people in them.

dreaming with my eyes open

so lately, i have been doing tons of hard work. work work work work work, thats it. and i feel as if i have been dreaming with my eyes wide open. as i mindlessly complete my task, i have been basically lucid dreaming while being awake. Is this "using my imagination" or schizophrenia ? Either or. Its been damn pretty fun.

I have been applying my lucid dreaming abilities to real life situations. This i believe is called the law of attraction. Crazy thing is, the new way of thinking has been effecting everyone around me. Its like i get to experience the life that i will too me, like a dream, but in reality, but then that makes you wonder.. What is reality?! Are we all just a dream character in Gods dream? If so then, What was this big bang? In my opinion, the begging was that original thought. "And then there was, because we will be"

Last night i dreamed i was in space

just space.. complete darkness. but it wasnt a bad place.

Happy Chinese new year DREAMERS!!!

HAPPPPPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I actually dreamed of fireworks last night. like endless fireworks that i was engulfed in!!

No lucid. I only got 6 hours of sleep last night =(( it was horrible. Also. Coffee has been helping me

remember my dreams!!

i need to work on my Kamehameha

So I have been doing something different before bed lately. For roughly 20 mins each night, while my eyes are closed, i do a "nightly affirmation". "Chris, you will dream tonight, you will remember your dreams, you will be conscious during this time, you will discover things, you will try a Kamehameha wave". Every night I have used this technique, the technique has seemed to work great. 3/3 success rate for me.


The Lucid Dream:
I came to consciousness standing on the outside of the old movie theater in LaGrange Georgia. The one Ive spent many a night at hanging out. Two of my friends from that time poped up. Joseph and Scuba Steve. Seeing them, I knew i was dreaming. Since they now live 2 states away.


So proceed to walk outside, where the day light in the sky is sort of duskish, and there were people everywhere. Knowing this is a dream, i felt completely comfortable with just trying a Kamehameha wave. I felt like i was forcing it, so it just wasnt happening. I tried a few different ways, and couldn't manage it. Even my ability to use telekinesis was effed up. After trying really hard I think i woke myself up.