I dreamed I was working ina grocery store, as a bagger, and there she was. The only woman I ever loved. My heart skiped a few beats. I remember feeling a lump in my throat that made it hard to swollow, but she wouldn't stop and talk to me, she just ignored me like she had no idea who I was, she was walking out of the store and I ran after her, cause I was shocked to have seen her In the first place. Yelling her name to deaf ears I felt this insatiable urge to weep tears of deep lonley sadness, even as I type this now the feelings of missing her so badly, is starting to consume my very existence. As she got in her car, and the knot in my stomach grew, she was driving off and I was looking into her mirror, hoping to make eye contact one last time, it happened, she looked directly into my eyes via her mirror as she drove off. And I died inside a little more. Turned around putting my back to her and began to cry. I didn't wake up but the dream did end.
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oh damn, I thought you meant the month.
ReplyDeletei wish man.
ReplyDeletechris, i had a similar dream last night about my ex... i hate dreams like that... they're worse than actual nightmares. there's always this horrible feeling you can't shake off the next day...
ReplyDeleteHAHA I thought you meant the month to as in SPRING!!
ReplyDeleteNooG yea man, like i dont understand it. like this sort remembered love lingers :/
ReplyDeleteDamn dude... Thats some pretty deep stuff! I never remember my dreams :s
ReplyDeleteWow thats a deep dream!
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ReplyDeleteI'm loving your blog, do you write the dreams as soon as you wake up? I'd like to read about Lucid dreaming and astral projection
ReplyDelete@pantheon yes i usually write them upon waking.
ReplyDeleteTho i can lucid dream, i have also been noticing that its hard to dream recall lately, probably due to stress and such. I have only ever astral projected (to the best of my knowledge) while on extreme painkillers after a surgery. Like last night for instance, i know i dreamed from the time i went to bed, till the time i woke up, that i was using my computer, and bam here i am. lol.
"I didn't wake up but the dream did end."
ReplyDeleteWhat an odd way to phrase it. I don't know if I can wrap my head around this.
Sux man. I've been there, and still experience it sometimes.
ReplyDeletethat's intense. hope your christmas gave you happier dreams.
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